Doc Visit

so to the Doc i grudgingly went to today,
Cheryl's Mom went with me for my support.
the Doc did a pelvic & pap smear,
will lemee know rsults in two weeks.
i UNLOADED * nicely * on him after that though.
i told him of my PAINFUL & AGONIZING withdrawals.
he wrote me an RX for the patches.
and oddly enough,
ever since i put one on today,
i've not had a craving.
and other than being exhausted,
i'm beginning to feel like myself again.
he wrote me another pain killer RX for my shoulders,
as one last ditch effort
before physical therapy.
the Doc wants me to call my psychiotrist to see
if he'd be willing to put me on wellbutrin to also help me quit smoking.
he also gave me my Xanax RX to help calm me down.
so i am happy with the doc at the moment,
he took his time,
listened to me,
and truly pulled through.
for that i am grateful.
went shopping with Cheryl's Mom...
i splurged a lil bit.
* woo hoo *
i did get some house hold items.
I'm relieved. VERY RELIEVED!!

FEELS LIKE HOME

There's something in your eyes
Makes me wanna lose my self,
Makes me wanna lose myself in your heart,
There's something in your voice
That makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
For the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely
My life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how
I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong