giggety, giggety, GOO!!

she sez 2 impeach.
people freak.
ET as shitty as STAR magazine now.
get their facts str8.
i got a 105 on my first math test!!
i rock!!
*sigh*
nm 2 say 2nite.
its cold & i'm off like a dress on prom night.
happy farting!!

bella.

Cowboys ride into sunsets
The good guy always gets the girl
Cinderella has just fit
A glass slipper that changed her world
We all know the stories
We all know the fairy tales
We all get the glory of making it for ourselves
From the beginning
We're all looking for a happy ending
Every dream of winning
Every love we've been in
Right from the beginning
We're looking for a happy ending
We've come here with nothing
And take it with us the day we leave
The first and last breath don't matter
It's all the ones that are in-between
What's the reason
What's the reason the caged bird sings
It's why we see it in the movies
All the way to the closing scenes
From the beginning
We're all looking for a happy ending
Every dream of winning
Every love we've been in
Right from the beginning
We're looking for a happy ending
And all those dreamers who have come and gone
Who've reached for the stars, who've overcome
You're the hope, you're the wish, you're the truth
Baby, here's the proof
Baby's born in this ghetto
Baby's born with a silver spoon
One tells his Mama I have a dream
One tells his Mama I want the moon
From the beginning
We're all looking for a happy ending
Every dream of winning
Every love we've been in
Right from the beginning
We're looking for
From the beginning
We're all looking for a happy ending
Every dream of winning
Every love we've been in
Right from the beginning
We're looking for a happy ending
__________________________
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.
________________________
Bella, I'm left at a loss of words when it comes to telling you how much I love you. Thank you, Pookie, for everything you do for me. I'm a better person because of you. I love you back, my Bella.

piss on the bush.

surgery for my poor Bella.
she'll be fine.
what a feast we had,
Beaufort Stew, Alaskan King Crab legs, & Crawdads!!
TRIPLE yummy!!
mr bobby...
so funny.
bit the head off.
yes, that part of the crawdad IS muddy.
LoL!!
deadlist weekend in iraq.
who the hell is going to get fired up?
they are not just 'troops' killed.
they are sons, daughters, moms, dads, sisters, and brothers.
so much more.
we lost thousands on 9-11.
in fighting we lose more.
we are letting them win.
we are allowing more americans to be killed.
how is this justice?
how is this preserving our country?
we are losing.
it seems to say,
we lost our integrity when Bush foolishly invaded iraq.
it truly is all a pissing contest.
piss on you, mr president.
hilary has thrown in her bid.
are we ready?

sweet sweet karma.

sweet karma.
god how i adore it.
i've strived so hard to move lifetimes away from my old life.
i didnt think i was better than them.
i just didnt want to end up stuck in hartsville,
living in a trailer park,
with 5 kids,
and trading my food stamps for drugs.
i was and am better than that lifestyle.
i said lifestyle, not the people.
though some of them,...
anyways,...
my point is,
it does my heart good to see how far i've come,
and then when i stop to get a breath,
and look back...
those people,
those people my world revolved around for so long,...
those people i loved with my all (at that time),
those people i believed and believed in so fiercely,...
they are STILL in the same place.
the SAME DAMN PLACE.
the part of me that loved them,...
the girl in my memories,
that girl who loved them,...
she wants to run to them screaming saying it can be so much better than that.
they just hafta want it!
if they want it, they can have it.
they can be happy.
life can be good.
but the girl i am NOW,
the girl i am now knows better.
the girl i am now knows the heartache in believing in lies.
the girl i am now is happy.
the girl i am now is happy that karma truly does work.

the wonders of my life.

i awoke this morning to the wondrous sound of air rushing out betwix a pair of ass cheeks.
ah.
the perils of my life.
so get this,
bush is critisizing the iraqi's hangings of saddam and his brother.
i'll be damned.
since our beloved president is so intelligent,
perhaps he would heed this suggestion:
send cheney.
he knows how to shoot em!!
but on second thought...
cheney would need more trainin.
he didnt kill his first victim!
the high morals of this country,
yes sireeee bob.
i tell yall what.
we goin to hell in a hand basket.
purty as ya pleasin.
speakin of no morals,
lemee skip to my fave celebrity feud of the moment:
ro vs dump truck.
ms nj had to resign cuz she got knocked up,
one posed in some risque pics,
and the other's in rehab.
dump truck is OBVIOUSLY rubbing off his moral code on his girls...
rubbing off...
too easy.
not gonna take that hot shot....
oh no i di'nt!!
idol's back on...
and though its funny,
the true hilarious antics are coming from ms abdul.
she sho were awful thirsty!
(notice her drinkin that shit through a straw too?! LAWSY that girl's got some damn balls-o-steel!!)
had my eye appt today.
i evidently have one baseball & one football for my eyes.
how endearing.
company this weekend.
we gonna have us sum guud fixins!!
i cant wait for my frogmore stew (aka beaufort stew)!
first math test next week.
i am hoping for a pretty decent grade.
peace out, fart masters.

Group Launches Bid to Protect Mammals- Check it out. Its got some very odd mammals, yall!! http://news.aol.com/topnews/articles/_a/group-launches-bid-to-protect-rare/20070117132009990001

bnb.

without fail,
she calls to say Gump is on.
i love my grandma.
she's the best.
the start of a new week.
unsettling frustrations ahead.
uncharted territory.
breath and believe, says ro.
here we go.

damn.

schofield engaged.
wow.
seriously...
wow.
to the boy who lived 3 houses down from me.
indeed it is a very small world.
sounds like she has come a long way from Frank in NY.
she seems like 2 lifetimes ago.
Girl Scouts,
Alex,
Liz,
Jess,
Spring Break,
William,
Fat Bastard,
Tray,....
all stemming from her.
Every star has its place in the Heavens, I s'pose.

First Day.

first day.
not as bad as i thought.
overwhelming, yes.
hands already hurt.
all is well.

detraF

on the "foul smell that has wafted over NYC"
(which i wrong in assuming that apparently the bad smell WAS nyc...)
i saw this quote in an article:

"It may just be an unpleasant smell," Bloomberg said. "Our suggestion is that people should do their best to ventilate areas, open their windows or turn on any fans until this gas passes."


now, THATS comic relief, my friends.
can you imagine if it was just some nasty yankee who sharted?
perhaps the stench is indeed just the "Dump Truck"?
this has the potential makings for a classic SNL sketch, me thinks.

Bless My Stars

tis the dawn before a new semester.
my new semester resolution is to keep my GPA up high as possible.
my Fall '06 transcript gives me a 4.0 GPA.
the pride felt with that still a bit wobbly.
maybe i'll be steady on my feet at the end of this '07 Spring semester.
good tidings to moi.
monday a busy day.
tuesday the first day within those halls.
i'm a nervous kindergardener all over again.
went grocery shopping and cleaned house today.
hosting supper for her parents tonight.
post Gracie aggrevation will test me.
but all is well.
Bless my stars.

here's to 2007

2006 was a big year for Little Tink.
she grew up.
kicked a few nasty habits.
got my priorities in line.
returned to school.
found old friends.
made new ones.
got rid of the final toxic ones.
and the biggest of all...
i started to truly appreciate things.
my wonderful wife,
my awesome dog,
the way our yards look in a summertime down pour,
how a four wheeler and a dirt road can soothe your soul,
my friendships with my best friends,
my crazy Mawmaw and her repetative stories,
my beautiful sisters,
my silly brothers,
my mom,
how fragile life is...
its so fragile.
its a Blessing to enjoy,
but when taken away,
a gut wrenching heart ache.
its a beautifully tragic fragile state of being.
learning to walk that tight rope,
and finding your inner balance of being...
that place between the stars and earth,
that place between a midsummer night's dream and a cold winter's bite,
somewhere between the mountains and the oceans,
the spring and the fall,
love and hate,
tears and laughter,...
that place...
that's what matters in my life.
that's my happy thought.
no more folklore,
no more childhood fables.
no fairytales.
just my life.
my wonderful,
splendidly fulfilled life.
here's to 2007.

Lovin the Wiki

gotta love wikipedia
" "White trash" are perceived as having crude manners, abnormally low moral standards, and lack of cultured behavior and/or education. Swearing, smoking, promiscuity, drunkenness, overly loud and animated behavior in public, and gambling (especially the copious purchase of scratch-style lottery tickets) are examples of "white trash" vices. The label might be applied to a household that, for example, lives in a decrepit apartment or trailer, has a large family, lacks indoor plumbing, and has a yard strewn with debris or perhaps a non-functioning vehicle. "