Rambling

this is an old picture...What was i so shy about? Hmmm...I'mma TRUE Grandma's GiRL!!














okay this is me rambling...
i was looking through my saved mail
deleting old and unecessary crapola
and came across a few things i thought i'd share
whether they were funny or just sweet or whatever
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this is an OLD convo i saved with Tray
he was down in the dumps
so i tried to cheer him up
he is a man of few words
so what words he does say
you tend to listen...
DCF825: I Love You Babe
DCF825: I mean that
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i found this old quote psycho-bitch wrote
i asked her to write a damning quote about a girl
who broke my heart
it seems ironic the quote she wrote
it fits her so well
blackwidowcandystripe (1/24/05 6:31:51 PM): I find myself remembering you how we use to be, alone in the dark I try to hide these tears for you that i have cried. I am strong enough to say what's on my mind. your tears will stain your face. those you will not hide they will see the times you lied and take my broke heart so it may keep you safe inside. but all those feelings I had for you have died.
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here i am talking to my brother, alex
this was in march earlier this year
isn't he SOOO sweet?!
Missycaulkins: I think you are a good sister!
PrincessTink427: Who's the best sister ever?!
Missycaulkins: You!!:-D
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a lil letter from muh Bella when we first began dating
HOW FRIKKIN SWEET IS SHE?!
i am THE LUCKIEST girl EVER!!

Date: Mon, 18 Apr 2005 08:15:14
You truly are my heartsong. My heart sings with happiness and swells with my love for you. I thank God everyday for blessing me with you and pray that I bring you as much happiness as you do me. I cherish every nanosecond we have together and am overwhelmed with happiness knowing that we will be side by side as we experience this Journey of Life.I love you Sarah more than I ever thought I could possibly love anyone. I fell in love from the moment I laid eyes on you. Have a great day my Love; my Heart; my Song.Thank you for finding me.
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another love letter from my Bella
she found the words to bring even me to my knees

Date: Sat, 4 Jun 2005
Dearest, Sweet Sarah, You have been in my thoughts all night. My spirit soars and my body ignites as my memory drifts back to the first day we met. My heart knew the moment we met that you were the one I would fall in love with. Sarah, I love you. I love you more and more with each passing day. I fell in love with your radiant beauty; your fiery passion; your intelligence and sharp wit. First and foremost it was your heart that captured me and holds me captive with your unconditional love, your compassion and commitment to those you love. Even as I type these words they still dont express the intensity of my emotions and feelings I have for you. You are the one for me. I will fight for you; for us, my Love. NEVER give up and ALWAYS believe in yourself. I believe in you, Sarah. I believe in us. You are one of the strongest women I know and I thank the Gods and Goddesses every day for bringing you into my life. You are MY sunshine. You are my heart. All of my love forever, Yours truly, Bella
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