It All Comes Down To A Fart

ok so i am back home now
i am gonna go in detail ab my trip home...
* sigh *
here goes...
it was GREAT being there...
the thing at Mary Barr's
kinda, i dunno...
i told Cheryl i was glad June was there with me.
I told Cheryl if June could overcome her situation
and go & actually visit her Dad,
then i could be the bigger person
and leave a damn voice mail for my sperm donor.
i have mixed emotions about that.
i was put in that situation that I didn't like
instead of freaking out,
and going off on the Old Hag,
i just did it.
kinda over came a lil bit of fear in a way,
ya know?
its over & done with,
just like a fart...
its come & gone,
left a lil stench...
a bit of air freshner & we'll all be okay...
it all comes down to a fart, doesn't it?
anyways, when i got back home....
Cheryl's Mom gave me my thermal Tink blanket
and on the bottom it says BELiEVE,
Her sister gave me a Tink pocketbook
( that now makes 3 total ),
Cheryl gave me:
A Star Wars III poster thingy to go on my wall,
A poster from Posters.com of van Gogh's Starry Night,
The stuff for my SNES
( that doesn't work, btw, DAMNIT ),
& then there's still the 1 mystery gift
that's yet to arrive for me.
i did laundry all day today, LoL...
back to my life...
i missed my lil Shithead,
my shadow,
felt wierd to not have him up my ass....
my Bella...
i missed her too.
today (12 - 29 -05 ) is our 9 month anniversary!!
( WooHoo, Baby!! I LOVE YOU, BELLA!! )
i jammed to a Garth Brooks CD tonight...
I gave Bella the new Box Set Edition only found at Wal - Mart
i listened to my FAVORITE song on the Scarecrow CD...
the purple is pretty...
so soothing....

When You Come Back To Me Again

There's a ship out
On the ocean
At the mercy of the sea
It's been tossed about
Lost and broken
Wandering aimlessly
And God somehow
You know that ship is me
'Cause there's a lighthouse
In the harbour
Shining faithfully
Pouring its light out
Across the water
For this sinking soul to see
That someone out there
Still believes in me
On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining down
Against the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you come
Back to me again
There's a moment
We all come to
In our own time and
Our own space
Where all that we've done
We can undo
If our heart's
In the right place
On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining down
Against the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you come
Back to me again
And again I see
My yesterday's in front of me
Unfolding like a mystery
You're changing all that is
And used to be
On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining down
Against the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you come
Back to me again
When you come
Back to me again