Karma, Anger Mangement, and Fireworks

today we got her,
Karma.
thats what we named her anyways.
an '03 Civic, fully loaded.
and what a beauty is she!!
i already put my stickers on her and everything
my Tink sticker (of course, duh!),
my hula girl SC sticker,
and my blue fairy that says "i've been fairy good".
its hot,
i tell you.
of course with it bein a 5 speed,
adjustments will be done to accommodate me.
my girl is SOOOO hot driving it, too.
she gets a lil extra " pep " in her,
she's just so garsh darn delectable!!
she gets a little bit more fiesty
when driving a stick shift,
i tell yall...
she is just damnit adorable!!
we originally wanted the lime green bug
i fell in love with it.
i truly believe if that sales man
had not been a dickhead
we would've gotten it.
how * super cute * would that've been?!
anyways today at the dealership
i had an outburst of anger.
i know i have problems with my anger,
and because i REFUSE to be like RICHARD,
it will be corrected and handled appropriately.
this sale general manager
was a mother fukkin dick i tell yall,
he had the gd nerve to talk to MY girlfriend
like she was a damn dumbass.
well that pissed me off right there.
BUT
BUT
BUT,...
the S.O.B. looked JUST like
Fat Bastard, Billy.
the more i stared into the fukker's face,
the more enraged and irate i became.
i unloaded on him, no doubt.
but what scared me,
was that the anger i felt,
though misdirected,
went straight to my core.
the words i said to him
to me
weren't strong enough,
hateful enough,
or ugly enough.
i wanted to cause him temporary bodily harm,
not that i ever actually would cause i'm too big of a pussy.
that is how MUCH aggression
i had towards this faggot ass wanna-be
that i never met before in my life,
simply because he looked like Fat Bastard.
* sigh *
yeah, talk about a few therapy sessions on THAT.
but movin on,
we were informed of a house and property
for sale on Johns Island.
we are looking into the possibility of buying it.
i dunno that it'll even be possible,
so we are going to see what we can do.
the fireworks in charleston were tonight
to commemorate the new bridge opening.
i stayed home and watched them on tv
cause cheryl was at work.
they were GREAT!
that blows
but hey,
life is great!
my boys are getting worn out at camp,
they're having a blast,
mom says.
mawmaw said it was okay if cheryl and i go back to florence
to spend the night or two at her house in early august.
planning on bringing pixie back with us,
to get her fixed.
i love my life,
i swear i do.
i have the best family,
the best friends,
and an amazingly awesome partner.
thank you,
to yall up there up above in the heavens lookin down.
i know i am truly Blessed,
for that,
i am forever grateful.
its the gods and goddesses
to who i have mucho gratitude for.