Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
Harley
i put my Harley in a mini back pack kinda thing...
he looks SOOO thrilled, doesn't he?!
1 pic is on my chest,
other is on my back
Catching Up...
so we went to flotown
on cheryl's bday
to pick up
my doggy
i wuv my harley
then to o-burg
to the in-laws for a few days
we went to kmart while we were there
kmart SUKKS!!
NEVER EVER AGAIN will i EVER go!!
then we went to her nephews' football games in sumter
left o-burg on friday
wizasaurus came to chucktown fri night
saturday we went on an Eco-Tour
you ride a boat in the chucktown harbour
with a nature tour guide
we saw loads of dolphins
that was so frikkin cool
the boat took us to morris island
where we got to walk around for a while
after the tour back at the maritime cntr.
there was a wedding in the heat of day
with the Gullah gospel singers....
interesting...
from there
the 3 of us proceed to crosbey's
where we buy local oysters and local skrimp
oi!
i've had my fill of oysters for a while
sunday
i went to the "doc-in-the-box"/ER
a mystery outbreak
not even the docs can ID it
so they have me on
Zyrtec, Prednisone, Benedryl, and Aveeno Oatmeal Bath
woohoo.
fun, fun.
i'll post the pics a i get them from wisabus.
peace out, yall.
Monday, October 10, 2005
Taking The Dive
as the seconds tick by
my heart beats louder
its approaching the time
when i dive right in
the answer i already know
its funny how some words can be so hard to say
under a campfire
" feelin good "
under the stars
with mah dog
will somehow sum up
every hard lesson learned
the tears will overflow
and emotions will too
she doesn't know what's coming for her
she thinks i spent an ass of money
we can't afford on her present
very cheap monetary wise
but emotionally
its what you wait a lifetime for
so here i go
gonna take a deep breath
say a lil prayer
butch up a lil bit
and dive right on in
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Trans Sexual Vampires & Inner Peace
well today was very nice
very relaxing
when i awoke
my Bella
had most of the clothes done
so we played around for a lil while
then she cleaned up the bedroom
and i cleaned the dishes
then she cooked supper
fried fish and french fries
yummy
then she cleansed the house
the atmosphere is so nice
its free of impurities
later on, i got online
after she left for work
my uncle and i get into another star wars discussion
like old times
i'm still a dweeb at heart
what can i say?
then a vampire trans sexual IMs me on yahoo
he/she/it says
it wants to bite my neck
only me,
i swear
i'mma tell yall...
geesh!
only me
while meditating
i let my thoughts wander
i'm still coming to terms with my past
certain ex-loves that bothered me
but i am over coming it
just as i am with my anger
i've truly come to the conclusion
that everyone we encounter in our lives
have some sort of impact on us
be it a good or bad experience
it is all a learning process
nothing is a mistake
the difference
between a wise man and a fool
is that the wise man learns from his experiences
i have figured out
that there are certain people in my past
whom i will always have in my heart
the time spent with them
touched me in some profound way
i loved them
some all be it
on different levels than others
but nonetheless
i still loved them
i used to think that peace could only be attained
the day i was " over " those certain individuals
but if that day does ever come into fruition
then i have back stepped
because that means i will have forgotten
all those lessons that were so hard to learn
no longer do i yearn to be with them
i just yearn to never forget
so i can put my all into my relationship with cheryl
and not make the same mistakes again
its just a matter of coming to terms
being at peace
with my actions
words
mistakes
and choices
that once seemed so far fetched
now
i am there
the purple flows in and out
the circle has gone round
life is as it should be
peace is attained
thank you goddess.
La Dee Dah...
life is returning to normal now
thank goddess
happy sleep
giggling in my dreams
yummy
i can only imagine
going home this coming week
* woohoo *
gonna see my mawmaw,
my boys,
and get my shithead for a few days
i'm super excited
then we're gonna go to muh future in-law's
with muh dog...
woohoo!!
its also gonna be cheryl's bday
hmmm...
i love my Bella
i'm SOOOOO Blessed to have her in my life
again....
thank you, Goddess
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Sarah-1, Dr-0
what was once my breaking point
now no more
no outburst of anger
towards the individual
stood my ground
and prevailed
to be a true Bell(e)
* i love you Bella *
i suprised myself
by standing up
to the Dr
even though i was terrified
i fought my battle
and won
i didn't go off the deep end
no explosion of anger
only a suprising boost of confidence
and tears of joy and relief
then alas
sleep is attained
thank you goddess & god...
and Bella
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Chasing Sleep
i was SO excited yesterday
when muh doc
wrote me a sleeping RX
it felt like a ton had been lifted off my shoulders
knowing sleep was attainable that night
later we went out with diana
met a lil firefighter butch
who went to katrina-land for body recovery
very cool
came home
watched tv
took my sleep med
then...
fell asleep at 5 a.m.
it didn't work
DAMNIT
WEIRD dreams ensued
with a welcoming headache upon my awakening
called the doc to tell him
he never returned my call
will stage a silent protest in his office tomorrow
if the shithead doesn't help me
i still cannot comprehend
how i can be so exhausted
but not be able to sleep
achk!
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Finding Magic
exhaustion plaguing me
i think its a side effect of zoloft
we took off for Folly
the beach heals all
on the way
we see a homeless guy begging for money
at a stoplight
he looked at cheryl and said
"cheer her up and tell it could be worse,
she could be hooked up with me."
that put a perspective on things,
i tell ya
we go on to Woodys on Folly
for pizza
don't go there
it sucks
then we went cruising
ran into Carol the turtle lady
she invited us to the opening of the last nest
it was magical
though there were no turtles left in the nest,
i envisioned
ralph's lil cousins all scampering
towards the ocean
going on some innate instinct to
follow the moon to the waters of life
life is good.
find the magic.
believe.
thank the goddess.
THE Turtle Lady
Yep, her shirt does say Turtle Woman. And that, she is. Carol heads up the Turtle Ladies of Folly...there are currently 23 volunteers.
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